chaostree

Ok, be warned, I'm in a mood...

So I hate people.  Why?  Because I feel like one day the world will look at me and everyone will pronounce in a single voice that they've never loved me and when that day happens I'll look back at the world and laugh because it was I who never loved them.  And then I'll cry because I've always wanted the world to love me. 

I'm trying so hard to be someone that I can be pleased with, so I take advice from people around me, weed out the suggestions I don't care for, and I'm slowly turning into the person I want to be.  I want to some day be good looking and strong minded, strong willed, and strong bodied.  There should be no weakness in me cept in my heart when any wrongdoings fall upon my future family.  And this family doesn't need to be blood related, it could be friends that come and go or lovers or a wife or just me and a bastard child, whether it's mine or left to me.  And this family will live together in a home.  I need a new home, one that can spark my mind or I can tell the world about.

But I feel like this day will never come.  Anyone in my life right now I don't think could ever want or desire to live in a home that I'm a part of.  It's as if I'm so distant from the people around me, and it makes me feel so cold.  And yet my friends say things that warms my bloodless soul and I grin or laugh awkwardly, as if something new and exciting just happened.  Perhaps it's because I'm always sad, and the moments of happiness I receive from them seem so unnatural.  Or maybe I'm never sad, and just very dull.  Why am I full of so many questions that can never be answered without hatred or lies?

Love.  Love is something I crave for always, yet it's just a moment.  Once it becomes, it ends, and then the memory of it is the only thing that lasts.  This is a horrible way to look at it and I never want to think so negatively about something so beautiful.  I want to be blinded by love, to drown myself in those feelings that disgust me as a single man.  Yet I am so unfit to be loved by anyone.  I'm still not ready to be happy with myself and therefore no one will be happy with me.  It's so pathetic and sad, but not worth being sad over.  My state of being is something to be ignored, and therefore my feelings for anyone should be ignored.

I'm sorry I said all of this.

So today was a good day.  I taught kiddies bout teh jesus, bought frozen thai stiry fry vegetables (yummerz!), did other stuff i can't remember, and made a playlist for my new psp, which i'm listening to right now.  Anyways, I was talking to Melanie the other day and realized that I have no idea what I want right now.  I mean I have lifelong goals, but I don't know what I'm looking for today or the next =/  Maybe it's a person.  A lover perhaps?  A best friend?  An enemy?  Maybe it's a work of art.  A masterpiece I work on for months or years.  Or a doodle that makes me millions. Yeah right...  Perhaps I want to improve myself.  A new look.  A new style.  Well whatever I want I think I want something that either pushes me, changes me, or fills any gaps.  Maybe that's it, I want to begin a new chapter in life.  Next update will have a CGI angel that I made, no promises on when that'll happen

Alright so i'm in a very uncool feeling mood, and i've been trying to cheer myself up with parties and alcohol and video games and sleep.  These things do not work =/  Gonna try exercise and school next, but even then i'm not sure...  Pretty much i'm in a rut, a state of depression.  Ummm, that's it...

So yeah, today is not the day after the day I typed up my last post even though I said I'd post this post the day after I post the post before this post...................OMG THAT MUST MEAN THERE'S A TIME WRINKLE LOOP HOLE DOOR RIFT POOP....and...urm...I traveled through it?  And I'm not lying?  YEAH!  I never lie, ya bastard.  So what did I want to talk aboot.  Think I wanted to rant on the subject of my awesome girlfriend.  But instead I'm going to let u imagine what it's like for me being with this girl.  You know satan?  The evil guy in hell who hates god satan, not the pagan alien god who's pan with a pentagram satan.  Ok, think of satan getting a lollipop that makes him want to hug jesus cause he's so freakin happy.  Lindsay is that lollipop for me, and I lick her all over ;D  I know, bad joke but I fricken love the girl so i'll let it slide.

I got an autograph from Yoshitaka Amano.  YOSHITAKA FRICKEN AMANO!!!!!!  Oh, you dont know who that is?  You wanna get shot in the head?  No?  Then educate urself cause atm you're not using ur brain right if you dont know who yoshitaka amano is.  I'm sorry, that's a bit harsh.  Here's wiki http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Yoshitaka_Amano.  I couldnt find my copy of FF1 for psp and forgot about the manual I had for the game but at least I found my manual for FF4 for him to autograph and he even drew Cecil for me <3

"Oh wow", you must be thinking, "a kick ass girl friend and yoshitaka amano all in one post.  There cant be possibly anything else to add, right?"  Ok, so you weren't thinking that...big deal, I can read other people's minds, just not yours...cause you're dumb...and ugly.  But anyways, I'm typing this whole thinger on my NEW LAPTOP!!  How is it?  Pretty damn grood so far.  Only a couple things that are, meh, not so great.  The sound control is kinda fucked up at times.  And vista takes some time to get used to.  But other than that it's teh coolzerz.

Ok, one more thing to mention.  I'm trying to save up to go to another country asap.  Hopefully japan or europe.  Yes, europe is not a country.  No, I will not treat it like a continent, nor will I do the same for Australia of Africa.  As far as continents go, it's Asia, north pole, south pole, America, the mediterranean, and the pacific ocean.  Also, Russia is not in europe.  Europe and Africa whore off of Asia and the mediterranean while Australia is an island in the pacific ocean full of kangaroos and motorcycle riding gimps.  So, back to what I was saying, I'm saving up money by trying not to spend money ever...starting monday.  Probably wont eat food for a couple of years.  Also, getting an extra job wouldnt hurt, any suggestions?

For those who dont know:

-I had a beard then shaved it off.  If you want pics let me know and I'll steal it from the bastards that took pictures of me without me knowing.
-my new email address is vedeluca@comcast.net
-I will most likely change my windows im screenname in the near future, so let me know if you still talk to me online on msn
-END

HELLO WORLD!!  It's me, I'm back.  Where have I been?  Up your butt and around the corner!  ZING!  Now everyone knows how gay that joke is T__T  A lot has happened since my last post, but I have worse memory than....i forgot what I was gonna say...seriously...dont laugh at me v_v  So I turned 21, w00tnessositysauruscopterbbqpalooza!  Now I can do things, like run for presidency!  No?  I cant?  Not yet?  FUCK YOU!  Well i can drink away the pain you just caused me! YAY! *sob*  I can also go to any bar, club, casino, or strip club I want!  If only I could afford them >_>  My birthday was full of crappy beer, good pizza, and I think there was video games.  Looking back on it that doesnt sound half bad, gonna have to do it again real soon.  Cept maybe get some good ale.  Oh, I also went to Mc Sorley's with my dad that weekend.  Best father/son experience.  Why?  Cause my dad's a funny drunk...or maybe he was funny cause I was drinking...hmmmmm.  What else what else.  OH!  College, new classes, hoohah!  Taking painting, video games, history, and programming.  My history teacher is a retarded douche with an annoying laugh but other than that I enjoy my classes.  Oh, also finally switched my major from engineering to video games/visual arts.  Oh, and I'm getting out of shape.  Need to find a dojo asap or else I'll have to go to the gym at LEAST every other day.  The reason for this being that I have to kick Rizwan's arse next year.  Dur.  Well I'm gonna finish this tomorrow but read all this for now part 2 will be another post.

I havent posted in a while, sorry internet =/  things have been boring, and then this last week came and holy crap...  It started Saturday when I decided to go on an a-venture to Pennsylvania.  My amazingly awesome friend Lindsay (that was her "status" at the time, keep reading) and I wanted to hang out for a more-than-friendly day together.  So I figured after work I'd take a train to philly and then from philly to wherever. HAHAHA, PA LAUGHS AT YOUR SILLY PLANS!! All the fricken railroad stations that came up in google maps were all bars and restaurants and tourist attractions, there are no fricken trains in PA.  So I had to leave work early, take a train to penn station then from there to Dover, NJ and then a taxi to Easton.  Crazy long expedition, but Lindsay is cool enough for the craziness.  Got to Dover NJ and the train station has no ATMs or ticket vending machines.  Also, the train station office was closed early on a saturday.  Well, I needed money for the taxi cause I only had a couple of bucks on me so I went searching for an atm.  Went to a bar with an atm sign on the window and it was CLOSED on a saturday night.  WTF?!  So I go over to some super market that has an atm sign on it but I really cant find the ATM anywhere.  I ask one of the people working there and she doesn't speak english.  None of them do T__T  Through pointing and what little I remember of spanish from middle school, I find the atm, which is behind some fat guy, between two piles of food, and in front of a pillar.  Am I in luck?  No!  The ATM is in spanish, so I have to figure out how to put it in english.  Then it wont let me make a withdrawl.  I check the balance inquiry and, just as it should, it says I have over $400 in my checking account, but it still wont let me withdraw.  So I go looking for another atm.  In downtown Dover I find a taxi service, ask them how much it'd be to get to Easton, then ask them where I can find a reliable atm.  I go to Bank of America and once again I can't make a withdrawl.  Do a balance inquiry again, says I have $9 and change T__T  So I'm stuck in Dover, yay!  I cal Lindsay, tell her the bad news, and then try to find someone to get me home.  I call Riz, his phone dies.  I text Joel, Chris, and Carol, they're all busy.  I text Lisa, she's free, she and Joey come to pick me up.  W00t!  So I get home, never get to see Lindsay that day, and that was the end of my Saturday adventure.

SUNDAY!!  I have the house to myself for a week starting today!  Yay!  So I go to work by walking to the train station.  Get on the platform, buy my ticket, and half a tree falls down by where I was just walking.  Heh, lucky me, eh?  A police car comes, and the police officer just looks at the tree.  No firetruck or cherry picker or crane or bulldozer, just a police car.  Thank you Rahway 911 emergency, we love you <3  I'm waiting for my train and there's a group of girls staring at my crotch.  In fact one of them is pointing at it with her mouth open.  I go over to them, ask what's up, and the one says "Omg, your keychain, it's Vash the Stampede!"  Yeah, I'm that fly.  I get on the train, pass Metuchen, and wind up in New Brunswick.  Great...  While getting off the train this big black guy with a wife beater and yankees cap on points at me and wants to tell me something.  So I take off my headphones and he asks me where I got me otep tshirt.  How random?  Get back to Metuchen, have to RUN to the front of the train to get off, and then run across the tracks to get to the bus stop, which is full of piles of dog shit.  Work is hell and I'm also late, so afterwards I went to Seaside with Carol and Susie to get a tattoo.  My tat is awesome, no matter what they say, but it would have been NICE if one of them told me I needed money for a tip or that I was paying too much in the first place BEFORE I got the tattoo >_>  Oh well, can't blame them.  And the cheesey butterfly fries were grood.  Oh, and Susie got a parking ticket cause the meter tricked us.

Monday I saw man boobs with pointy nipples.

Tuesday i was scarred for life by a creepy lady who flashed me while laughing at me.  Everything about that whole situation made me want to throw up.  Then some girl came into the store and told me her future husband "like to rub his meat".  Fun day, oh yeah, fun day.

Wednesday was full of Brawl, which I suck at when it's one-on-one and am just ok at when it's 4 player free-for-all.  Oh, there was also much discussion on Bonta-Kun and D&D.  Btw, WoW sucks.

Friday, holy crap, was AMAZING.  First I go back to see Lindsay, and she was looking TOO hot.  She had on a pink shirt with a black vest and smexy glasses (though any glasses on a hot girl is smexy).  I got her breakfast but it was cold by the time I saw her, oh well =/  We went to see Dark Knight and holy crap it's the best movie on the planet o_o  Even if it wasn't Batman, it's awesomeness is still omnipotent.  And the firetruck made me chuckle, hehehe.  After the movie, me and Lindsay did...stuff >_>  And then she dropped me off at the train station and we decided that we'd make a kick ass couple, so we are ;D  Then I went to Tom's party at Carol's house, drank a wee bit (barely, really), and went on an aventure with Tom, Gena, and Kristen.  It was fun, we all sorta drove the car to get to White Castle.  Then I saw cats and then we got lost (sorta) while trying to get back to Carol's house.  Btw, Q is cool.  Then I fell asleep on the beanbag chair.

Anyways, it was all fun times (well not really all of it).  My birthday is coming up on August 7th and I know it sounds lame but I think it'd be sweet if all my friends got me a shot glass cause I'm turning 21.  If you want to and are able to come to my party thinger at Ninja New York, let me know soon.  Btw, Gotham Knight is my favorite anime now and I pretty much aced the spring semester at UCC (only found that out today, oi)

Crazy week/weekend.  Went to AnimeNEXT last friday, which was amazing.  Took pics of people, bought Final Fantasy VIII, argued with people about disney movies, almost caused serious damage to all parts of my head due to intense head banging at a japanese metal concert, and there was a burlesque show, which left me both aroused and disgusted.  Oh, also got into a slap-boxing match cause I was bored waiting on line, that was fun.  Here's some pics of friday.  Once again they're mostly sideways.





 ninjas <3

Then Saturday I went to my cousin's graduation party.  Cubans gave me food poisoning, so I didn't have much fun.  Then I found out Susie went to the hospital, so Saturday was not that great =/  Oh, and once again argued with my uncle about DC and Marvel comics.

Went back to the con on sunday, but not as many people were there.  Brought my drawing pad and was offer free portrait sketches to anyone who wanted them.  Surprisingly more people wanted a strange guy to take a picture of them for him to keep and do whatever he likes with than to stay still for less than 5 minutes and get a free drawing *shrugs*.  Got more pics, saw some artists' paintings of anime characters, and bought Jump Ultimate Stars, a MegaMan dvd, and a Red Mage button.  These are some of the pics from Sunday.




Then the rest of the week was spent visiting Susie, getting yelled at by Carol (which is what you've been doing so yelling at me for saying this just proves my point), and looking up ideas for Bonta-Kun costumes.  Stupid me hasn't been eating or sleeping enough, so thursday morning I freaked out and got a wee bit suicidal due mostly to low blood sugar.  Wound up drinking a chocolate milkshake then sleeping the rest of the day XD  Oh and I have no money.

I love that quote.  Would really like to know where it comes from.  Anywho, jeez, 4 weeks since last post?  Must have been busy (hell no I'm a lazy ass).  So only recently are people realizing I'm a self-hating sick minded wise ass *shrugs*  What fools these mortals be.  Some news for teh peoples - I FINALLY finished my room for good now.  Well not really, I've got a bag of shtuffs I have to put away but everything looks roight.  Therefore, I took pic-a-tures! (most are sideways but I cba to turn them up right)


Rockem sockem robots, a vcr, my Wii, and my new TV.


God save the King.


arts


arts (and my gayness for Sirius Black)


more arts (and my gayness for this dragon poster)


close up on new arts


books, UMDs, CDs, and Wii games


lightsabers


my drawing/recharging ah-re-ah with vhs taps in a milk crate underneath


if you know what that shield is from you're just as big of a dork as I am =/


closet door, dunno why you'd want to see that (or any of these pics)


new curtains, new bed sheets, new video rockers, and a big ol lizard


close up of curtain chain

I have a very romantic/sexual love for my room now <3

And now the stuff I'm getting rid of.  If anyone wants any of these, just let me know.
- Video Painter
- Lift The Lid On Pirates (book)
- Jafar Staff (toy)
- Ship Model
- LOTR Poster
- Dragon Poster
- Parot/Waterfall Poster
- Gorilla Poster
- Elk Poster
- Green Lightsaber
- Drinky Bird
- Purple Sunglasses
- Pop-Up Unicorn Book
- Soccer Banner (with matching pin)
- Pokemans Cards (see pics below)

poke ball, super energy removal, pikachu

exeggutor, nidorina, nidorino
mewtwo, some japanese duck, rhydon

parasect, gloom, rapidash
rhyhorn, primeape
meowth
charmander, wigglytuff

Havent been here in 4 weeks, eh?  Well, I've been busy, but I'm here to make it up to all of you! (cept you)  Anyways, the end of this semester was busy.  Fricken 3 papers to do (all my english prof's fault, btw), a huge ass video game project, and everything else, grar.  But I treated myself last week and will continue doing so for this summer break cause I worked my ass off.  But oh my, last week was wicked wiley.

On wednesday I was invited to a party with some friends from work and apparantly inducted into some cult that consists of mall drama, alcohol, and whales =/  And oh boy did I get drunk >_<  Never again will I mix rum, vodka, and koolaid and then wash it down with sake (though the hot sake was really good).  But that's not was got me tipsy, it's the fact that no one let me put down my cup and every time it was half empty someone refilled it >_>  But that's boring, you all want to know about how I made an ass of myself, eh?  So first I was really depressed, just sitting on the couch sipping away, people wondering what was wrong with me.  Then Carol and Nicole took me for a walk outside where I had to disturb any living plant I came across.  We tried walking to Krausers wizard-o-oz style, but it was closed so headed back.  Oh, and during the walk I got emotional about something I dont wanna talk about that much on LJ.  Uhh, there were pop pop thingers, me talking a lot about everything, near pants falling experience, dunkin donuts, Wii, it was a grood time.

Friday night was Speed Racer, NES, rain, and diner food.  Speed Racer was SUCH an awesome movie.  Ninjas, racing, a monkey, karate, wicked wiley movie indeed.  After that I played Wizards and Warriors on the NES at Nichole's house.  Actually beat the first level, which I could never do when I was 5 >_<  Then a walk in the rain to Carol's house, cause we're dumb like that.  Then a walk back to see Juno.  Juno was awesome, and I rooted for the guy with the tictacs.  Oh, before that though we stopped at Krausers and I lowered my sperm count.  Back to Carol's, still raining, and then off to some random diner.  We kept asking each other random question along the way and there.  It was funny and interesting.

Saturday was Hot Rods and Harleys, and it was so farkin awesome.  SO many motorcycles, and the hot rods were very smexy.  There were a couple of bands playing which good and there was a motorcycle show with Low Rider playing in the background.  Then work, then church on sunday.  After church, though, I taught sunday school =O  I had an older class and taught them about what happened before Genesis with Lucifer and Jesus.  It was cool, we drew with charcoal.

This is some of the drawings I made in art this semester.  Some of them were never finished.  They all kinda suck.

 Meh, the last post was just to let off some steam, ignore it.  Anyways, uber huge news for all you peoples.  Strongbad...is coming...to Wiiware =O  Ok, so maybe some of you have no clue what I'm talking aboot.  That's ok, I won't beat you for being dumb ^_^  But I will edumatate that lot of ya.  If you don't need edumatation, scroll down to  the last link, click, and be amazed.

Step One: The Website
This is homestarrunner.com.  It's an awesome website full of cartoons and video games.  I suggest clicking on watch intro if this is your first time on the site.  If you've been here before, skip to Step Two.  After the intro, you'll be brought to the main page.  Whenever you move your mouse over the buttons on the left, things...happen.  Click on first time here? to watch a cartoon that's supposed to introduce newcomers to what homestarrunner.com is all about, but instead just makes fun of the main character, Homestar.  After it's done, DONT click on the links on the right.  Instead, go onto Step Two.
Step Two: The Characters
Do you see on the bottom where it says "main  toons  games  characters  downloads  store  sb emails  podcast  contact  legal  rando" in grey on the black background?  You better, or so help me...  Click on characters.  You'll see a bunch of VHS tapes and a VCR flashing 12:00.  Click on the various tapes to learn more about the different characters in the cartoons on this site.  Also, if you press eject, a tape for Homsar will come out for you to click on.  He's sorta...odd.  If you're not weirded out by the lack of arms and pants on some of these characters, continue to Step Three.
Step Three: SB Emails
On mondays, Strong Bad answers emails and has been for years.  They're in order from newest at the top to oldest on the bottom.  Some of my favorites are hygiene, technology, record book, long pants, virus, for kids, cheatday, monster truck, huttah!, dragon, japanese cartoon, comic, techno, CGNU, and little animal.  Watch a couple then move on to Step Four.
Step Four: Other Toons
Click on toons on the bottom.  Watch some.  Teen Girl Squad is grood.
Step Five: Games
See where it says games?  Go there, there's games.

Now you can be properly mind-fucked by this. 

This post is just gonna be about today, I guess.  Well, actually, it starts last night.  Young single man on a saturday night.  You know know what that means, roight?  In my bed, reading a book T_T  God damn it Vince, get a life...  Anyways, it was about dreams, really fucked up ones.  I finished the book, went to sleep, and *gasp* had a dream.  I'm hanging out with this girl I really liked and then she goes off with some other guy.  Then I wake up.  Wow.  It hit so close to home I swear it's just a big fat premonition in my face.  Wait, like, 3 or 4 months and that'll be an actual entry on my LJ.  But after that my day wasn't too bad.  Watched some tv, made myself lunch, went to work.  Not too many customers or stocking to do, that was grood.  Then Kurt decides that I'm depressed.  Why....I have no idea.  So then Carol comes in to just hang out with Kurt and we were all talking together and I guess they had it in their minds that I was depressed and had to, I dunno, cheer me up or something?  More likely they were just bored and wanted gossip =/  Anyways, they're asking me about my past relationships, sex life, current love life, stuff like that.  They also discuss their own and other people's love lives, yadda yadda.  Well, now I AM depressed, as well as a little pissed off at myself and tired and lonely and...I feel like I wanna beat the shit out of anyone who would ever make fun of anything I just typed...and yet I also want to confess all my thoughts to that girl I dreamed about last night.  This is such a fucked up entry.  And now I'm being a bit hypocritical, too, eh?  Plus, I have homework to do, shit.  Oh, I'm also pissed off that I wasn't able to make digital copies yesterday.  Anyways...I feel like if I don't say this sorta shit then everyone's gonna think I'm ok with anything and treat me like crap.  But when I do ramble on about emotions and thoughts I feel like such an emo crybaby who deserves a slap of reality.  Cause my life isn't worth a damn thing to anyone who will ever be important to me.  That's how the world works.  Oh, and sorry if I made Carol or Kurt look bad.  Scratching Kurt and the innuendo behind it was farkin hilarious.

Reason for no art ever = I'm lazy, busy, and I lost my drawing pad >_<  I'll find it, finish the drawing, yadda yadda.  You people shouldn't care about that shtuff.

Last saturday was some saturday indeed.  I found out that although I hate the smell of tobacco smoke, I love the smell of tobacco o.O  Went into a tobacco store (called Puff N' Stuff, hehehe) and I gotta say it was both an interesting and intoxicating smell.  They should add pipe tobacco with potpourri (bitchin vocab roight there), along with ginger and some other stuff.  One day I'll make my own...  Getting off track.  Went into work early cause Yasmin didn't show up and I really shouldn't have come in early cause my boss had a bug up her ass and took it out on me and Nicole (I guess cause we closed the night before?).  So because she was being a bitch it kinda rubbed off on Nicole (I know I will regret saying this, protect me oh lord) cause she didn't want to do anything that would make Jess (teh boss) mad.  Thus, while just trying to please Jess, Nicole was being a bitch to Carol, which led to those two on a sort of no-talky terms with each other.  Which led to much talking about each other to me while the other one wasn't around.  *exhale*  Oh, and someone ran over a kid in the parking lot >_<  I sorta know the girl who did it, but I can never remember her name...

Hmm, a lot of paranthesies in that last paragraph.  Anyways, yesterday, after getting out of work late, Milena gave me a ride home.  Her wonder bread sticker and Jack Skelington umbrella are both cool, btw.  We're heading back to Rahway and on the side of the highway is a liquor store with a bunch of, I guess Indian, guys hanging out in the parking lot.  They were mostly wearing dark clothes and one of them had a paddle. After getting a bit closer I realize they're playing cricket.  Freakin cricket, in a parking lot, at 10:30ish at night.  Humans these days =/

The subject for this post is actually a quote from my English Prof.  I think it was about the syllabus or schedule or something, but it sorta just slipped into whatever he was talking about.  He also some how was able to link Mark Twain, Thomas Jefferson, MLK, and...Carlos Santana.  Click this link, it's a funny little test thing http://www.liquidgeneration.com/6c552197

Oh woe is me...nah, not really.  Just feel shitty.  Ever have one of those days where your whole body is sick?  It starts out with a sore throat or stuffed nose or upset stomach and then sorta spreads and spreads >_<  Ugh, and I've got 2 easter thingers to go to tomorrow.  Blargh to it all.  Anyhooka,  was planning on giving one entry a week with new artwork for each.  HAH!  Not gonna happen =/  Once a week is ok, but I'm too lazy/busy for weekly art.  So my sickle zombie wont be here till maybe next week.  Don't worry, I still have something to show you people (all 3 of you).  But for now, let us talk about BRAWL.

Killing pokemon is fun, especially when you're using classic video game characters like Sonic and Kirby.  Also, proving to losers that Fire Emblem characters can actually fight, not Solid Snake, is also fun.  But anyways, Brawl is about fighting and 2D platform gaming.  That's one reason why it's awesome.  Other reasons include Sonic characters, Metaknight, and stage creator.  But seriously, omfg, it's awesome.  Going Super Sonic and beating the shit out of that faggity Link feels SO good (grrrrrr).   And holy crap, tetris music.  I forget which stage it is, but one of them you can asign (spelling?) the Tetris song to.  Doo do de doo do de doo do de doo do de doo do doo do do do do!  Plus, the tea scene was farkin hilarious.  Haw haw haw.

My phone isn't working roight so I'm putting this story on here for Karla to read.  It's nothing great but she wanted to know the details.  a couple of weeks ago I was wearing my kick arse jacket in art class and my proffesor, whose sexual preference I've classified as "other", seemed to really like it.  Seems he would love to wear it (the guy who wears rainbow suspenders with corduroy shirts >_<) or paint me wearing it.  So he wants to be in my clothes and use me...  I just smile, nod, and try not to throw up.  Then he talks to another student about how he paints students without them knowing it.  Ewwww.

Here's what I've got to show.  It's a screenshot of a video game battle layout.  I used game maker and paint to do it, hence its poor quality.  Still, took me a while to make and I likes it.  It's non interactive, just to show how the battle system would be set up for my group video game project for college.  Try and figure out where all the sprites came from XP

No art, no recap of last week, there is only Brawl @_@

So I guess it's the beginning of spring break, even though it's still winter?  Oh, and this is my first entry...yay?  Really, I don't know if I should even like this site or not =/  Anyways, what am I doing this week and weekends?  Probably draw a lot, maybe clean, and hopefully get my ass up on Wednesday and get to work at 7 >_<  I'm gonna get fired eventually, though.  Not like I'm slacking or doing anything wrong, just that customers hate me.  No, don't roll your eyes!  I'm serious!  I will greet EVERY customer that comes in, and only a handful will even look back at me.  I could be 2 feet from someone who walks into the store screaming like a bat out of hell (wrong analogy?) and they won't even glance towards my direction.  They hate me.

My friend Josh's military training will end next week and he wants me to come down to Georgia before he gets shipped off to Iraq.  The guy's a good friend, and I've got the money, but wtf am I supposed to do in Georgia?  If we can convince our friend Cora (hey Cora if you're reading this!!) to join in then I'll definitely go.

The artwork for the week is an old drawing of Domo-Kun dressed as a ninja.  Don't know who domo is?  No one does...  Don't know what a ninja is?  GTFO!  Seriously, you lack humanity if you dont know about ninjas.  Get off our planet.  Anyways, you can't see it too well but I drew every curl in his fur, which was a bitch to do but looks great on the actual copy.  There are a bunch of problems with it, though.  He's drawn too skinny, I got sloppy with the mouth (THAT'S WHAT SHE SAID!  maybe?), the shading on the fur is off, and the shuriken could have been done better.  But it was my first time with colored pencils so with that considered I think it wasn't too bad.